...I can feel it and it is indeed enough of a change that I feel confused. Very little of the many things that were so clear and understood as to be almost taken for granted are now muddled so that I am not certain of anything now. It feels as if my world is being turned upside down. Even Segev is no longer clear to me...
...taking care of Segev has been so draining, but also has given me strength.
Devastating and yet from the ashes I've been able to rise yet again. Broken, my heart, because of his helplessness, healed my heart because of his warmth and resilience.
Prometheus disseminated the knowledge of fire and I the knowledge of Segev's struggle to be seen as a person.