Today Segev is not with me so besides three telephone conversations, one to my son, one to my daughter and one to Segev's mother inquiring as to his status, I went to see him at his mother's. The sun was out and he was on the porch, sitting in his old wheelchair, the one I recently renovated.
He didn't react to me. I asked how long he's been like that, my mind racing, 'blood pressure? blood sugar? ketosis? cold?'. I checked his legs all the while talking to Segev in an effort to get a reaction, they were snug and warm with a hot water bottle.
"He was fine until a moment ago". I didn't like the answer but I know why. I know my mother is recovering from her g-tube placement yesterday and the physician postponed her release because of severe pain she is experiencing.
Segev wouldn't respond and i simply felt my heart breaking. Bad timing.
After a few minutes I decided to call it quits and looked forward to tomorrow when he is back with me, promising myself that he won't get off so lightly then.
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